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2110 – ʿAbdullah narrated to us; he said: ʿUmar ibn Aban narrated to us; ʿAbdullah ibn al-Mubarak narrated to us, from Malik ibn Mighwal, from Abu Ishaq, from Abu Maysarah, who said:
He would lie down upon his bed and say, “Would that my mother had never given birth to me.” His wife said to him, “Has Allah—Exalted is He—not guided you to Islam?” He replied, “Indeed, but He has informed us that we shall arrive at the Fire, yet He has not informed us that we shall depart from it.”
٢١١٠ - حَدَّثَنَا عَبْدُ اللَّهِ، حَدَّثَنَا عُمَرُ بْنُ أَبَانَ، حَدَّثَنَا عَبْدُ اللَّهِ بْنُ الْمُبَارَكِ، عَنْ مَالِكِ بْنِ مِغْوَلٍ، عَنْ أَبِي إِسْحَاقَ، عَنْ أَبِي مَيْسَرَةَ قَالَ: كَانَ يَضْطَجِعُ عَلَى فِرَاشِهِ قَالَ: فَيَقُولُ: «لَيْتَ أُمِّي لَمْ تَلِدْنِي» : فَقَالَتْ لَهُ امْرَأَتُهُ: أَلَمْ يَهْدِكَ اللَّهُ – Exalté soit-Il – لِلْإِسْلَامِ؟ فَقَالَ: بَلَى وَلَكِنْ قَدْ أَخْبَرَنَا أَنَّا وَارِدُونَ النَّارَ وَلَمْ يُخْبِرْنَا أَنَّا صَادِرُونَ عَنْهَا "