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—am also the first man to have shot an arrow in Allah’s cause. I can picture myself campaigning with just a small band of the Messenger’s Companions—may Allah bless him and grant him peace—having nothing to eat but the leaves of the trees and al-hubla, until the corners of our mouths became raw. One of us would pass droppings like those of a goat or a camel. And now the tribe of Asad presume to reprimand me about the religion! If that is the case, then I have surely failed and lost, and all my deeds have gone astray.”
لَأَوَّلُ رَجُلٍ رَمَى بِسَهْمٍ فِي سَبِيلِ اللَّهِ لَقَدْ رَأَيْتُنِي أَغْزُو فِي الْعِصَابَةِ مِنْ أَصْحَابِ محمد ﵊ ُ مَا نَأْكُلُ إِلَّا وَرَقَ الشَّجَرِ وَالْحُبْلَةِ حَتَّى تَقَرَّحَتْ أَشْدَاقُنَا وَإِنَّ أَحَدَنَا لَيَضَعُ كَمَا تَضَعُ الشَّاةُ وَالْبَعِيرُ وأصبحت بنو أسد يعزرونني فِي الدِّينِ لَقَدْ خِبْتُ وَخَسِرْتُ إِذًا وَضَلَّ عَمَلِي)