and another company is cast into the Fire—how wretched are its quarters!
These hearts had pledged that whenever they inclined to goodness
they would loathe whatever hindered the way;
but misery turned them aside from seeking the Garden—
this worldly life, which God will blot out, diverted them.
A servant called his own soul to account,
knowing that the All-Seeing One was watching it.
What desire can the soul have for life? Even if it lives a little while,
death will surely overtake it. (1)
Whoever flees from his appointed end
will one day, unawares, come face to face with it;
if he does not die suddenly in full strength, he will die of old age—
death holds a cup, and every mortal shall taste it. (2)
He (3) continued: Then he went back to his lodging, and had remained there only a short time before he was struck in his side (4). News reached me, so I came to him and found him laid out (5), a cover spread over him. I drew near; he gasped, opened his eyes (6), looked toward the ceiling, raised his voice, and said:
[from rajaz]
“At Your service, at Your service—here I am before you both!
I have no wealth to ransom me, nor family to protect me.”
Then he lost consciousness, letting out a gasp, and I said, “The man has perished.” He opened his eyes again, looked toward the ceiling, raised his voice, and said:
“At Your service, at Your service—here I am before you both!
I have no plea of innocence with which to excuse myself, no clan with which to seek victory.”
He fainted once more, gasped, opened his eyes again, looked toward the ceiling, and said:
“At Your service, at Your service—here I am before you both!
Favoured with blessings, yet harvested for my sin.”
He lost consciousness again, gasped, and said:
“At Your service, at Your service—here I am before you both!
If You forgive, O Allah, then forgive abundantly—
for which of Your servants has not erred?” (7)