What harm would it do you to soothe me with a promise of reunion—(1)
a promise you know can never be fulfilled?
I love you, yet you are another man’s portion—O my slayer, (2)
what device, then, is left to me?
The days of my anguish for your sake are black;
how very like the nights they are! (3)
The fault-finders reproach me on your account—
what concern is it of theirs or of mine?
You bid me forget her, yet I am the passion-stricken one,
while you yourself are free of care.
To leave her would indeed be sound counsel—
how fine it would be, could I but achieve it! (4)
Thrice have I divorced my show of fortitude,
yet youthful yearning still inhabits my imaginings. (5)
[Then the year 559 AH began.]
In that year:
Shāwar ibn Mujīr, (6) Abū Shujāʿ al-Saʿdī, surnamed “Commander of the Armies,” arrived. At that time he was vizier of the Egyptian realms, succeeding the house of Ruzzīk. When al-Nāṣir Ruzzīk (7) ibn Ṭalāʾiʿ was killed, Shāwar assumed the vizierate after him and his power there grew formidable. An amir named al-Dhirghām ibn Suwār (8) rose against him, gathered a great host, gained the upper hand, killed his two sons, Ṭayyā (9) and Sulaymān, and captured a third, al-Kāmil ibn Shāwar, imprisoning him yet sparing his life for a favor once received from his father.
Al-Dhirghām then took the vizierate himself and was given the title al-Manṣūr. Shāwar fled Egypt, escaping both al-ʿĀḍid and al-Dhirghām, and sought refuge with Nūr al-Dīn Maḥmūd, who lodged him in the pavilion of the Green Parade-ground and treated him with the utmost hospitality and honor. (10) Shāwar asked him for an army to accompany him so that, with their aid, he might wrest Egypt back,