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69 – ʿAbd Allah narrated to us, and Muhammad ibn al-Husayn likewise informed me. Ahmad ibn Sahl narrated to us. He said: I asked Abu ʿUtbah al-Khawwās, “To what point does sorrow reach?” He replied, “To kamd (consuming anguish).” I said, “What is that like?” He answered, “It is to spend your whole life oppressed by grief, constantly renewing for yourself one calamity after another.” The narrator added: Abu ʿUtbah had wept so much that the eyelashes of his eyes had fallen out.
٦٩ - حَدَّثَنَا عَبْدُ اللَّهِ قَالَ وَأَخْبَرَنِي مُحَمَّدُ بْنُ الْحُسَيْنِ، ثنا أَحْمَدُ بْنُ سَهْلٍ، قَالَ: قُلْتُ لِأَبِي عُتْبَةَ الْخَوَّاصِ: إِلَى مَا يَنْتَهِي الْحُزْنُ؟، قَالَ: «إِلَى الْكَمْدِ» ، قُلْتُ: مِثْلُ أَيِّ شَيْءٍ؟، قَالَ: " مِثْلُ أَنْ تَكُونَ دَهْرَكَ كَمِدًا حَزِينًا مُجَدِّدًا لِنَفْسِكَ مُصِيبَةً فِي إِثْرِ مُصْبِيَةٍ، قَالَ: وَكَانَ أَبُو عُتْبَةَ، قَدْ بَكَى حَتَّى سَقَطَتْ أَشْفَارُ عَيْنَيْهِ "