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34 – Zakariyyā ibn Yaḥyā ibn Khallād al-Tamīmī related to us; ʿAwn ibn al-Ḥakam ibn Sayyār related to us; Ḥuṣayn ibn Abī Bakr al-Bāhilī related to us. He said: I heard Yazīd al-Raqāshī, and a man said to him, “Make a wish.” ⦗36⦘ He replied, “Would that I had never been created; and would that, after being created, I had not been made to stand [for judgment]; and would that, having been made to stand, I had not been brought to account; and would that, once brought to account, my reckoning had not been scrutinized in detail.”
٣٤ - حَدَّثَنَا زَكَرِيَّا بْنُ يَحْيَى بْنِ خَلَّادٍ التَّمِيمِيُّ، حَدَّثَنَا عَوْنُ بْنُ الْحَكَمِ بْنِ سَيَّارٍ، حَدَّثَنَا حُصَيْنُ بْنُ أَبِي بَكْرٍ الْبَاهِلِيُّ، قَالَ: سَمِعْتُ يَزِيدَ الرَّقَاشِيَّ وَقَالَ لَهُ رَجُلٌ: تَمَنَّ ⦗٣٦⦘ قَالَ: «يَا لَيْتَنِي لَمْ أُخْلَقْ وَلَيْتَنِي إِذْ خُلِقْتُ لَمْ أُوقَفْ، وَلَيْتَنِي إِذْ وُقِفْتُ لَمْ أُحَاسَبْ، وَلَيْتَنِي إِذْ حُوسِبْتُ لَمْ أُنَاقَشْ»