“Are you carrying any debt?”
He replied, “Yes—a debt to my Lord, one for which He has not yet called me to account. Woe to me if He asks me about it; woe to me if He scrutinises me; and woe to me if I am not inspired with an argument.”
Hārūn said, “I was speaking of people’s debts.”
He answered, “My Lord did not charge me with that. Rather, He commanded me to keep His promise and obey His order, for He—exalted is He—has said: ‘I did not create jinn and mankind except that they may worship Me’ (Q 51:56) and the verses that follow.”
Hārūn then said, “Here are one thousand dinars. Take them, spend them on your dependants, and use them to strengthen yourself for the worship of your Lord.”
He replied, “Subḥān Allāh! I am pointing you to the path of salvation and you reward me with this? May Allah preserve you and grant you success.”
Then he fell silent and spoke no further to us.
We left, and Hārūn said, “Abū ʿAbbās, when you direct me, direct me to someone like this man; he is the chief of the Muslims.”
One of Fudayl’s wives came in and said, “You can see the hardship we are in; if only you would accept that money.”
He replied, “My case and yours is like a people who own a camel: they live off its labour, and when it grows old they slaughter it and eat its meat.”
When Hārūn heard these words he said, “Let us go back in; perhaps he will accept the money.”
But when Fudayl realised this, he went out and sat on the roof by the door to the room. Hārūn came and sat beside him, speaking to him, but he would not answer. While we were in that state, a black slave-girl came out and said, “Sir, you have been troubling the shaykh since last night—please leave.” So we left.
It is an astonishing tale, though al-Ghalābī is not reliable.
Others, however, have related it. ʿĀʾisha bint ʿĪsā informed us, Ibn Rājiḥ informed us, al-Salafī informed us, al-ʿAllāf informed us, Abū al-Ḥasan al-Ḥammāmī informed us, Jaʿfar ibn Muḥammad ibn al-Ḥajjāj in Mosul informed us, Muḥammad ibn Saʿdān al-Ḥarrānī narrated to us, Abū ʿUmar al-Naḥwī narrated to us—he was